Life is busy unpacking and what not...I don't have much to say at this moment...but as soon as I get to know my neighbourhood and make it a point to piss off my neighbours then I am SURE I will have plenty to bitch about!

I do get to babysit a dog 4 days a week...a Shitzu and Pekanese mix named Ewok, who I adore and it shows how much he loves me when I go and pick him up and drop him off at his home with his mommy and daddy...he whines when I leave, he goes apeshit when I arrive...I will be getting one as soon as I can...a dog that is...

Drop on by here and say hello sometime!

Sorry it has been forever...ya all know I am moving, and have been busy packing! Love you all!

This just in....!



As you know, I always have dreamed of being in "front of the footlights" (as we folk in my world I have created like to say when it comes to being right smack dab between two American legends...and not for sex!) and moving on up in the world...to a better postal code...lovely shops...houses...a place to find a decent margarita...


I am moving 5 blocks from Broadway Street, to the Hollywood district of Portland, Oregon...yes darling, even in Oregon I have the best of both worlds! Photos will follow in the near future, but life has been good!

Summer is on the horizon, and I am wanting to go fishing again up in Brightwood, Oregon.

xoxo

Today has been one of those days.



I find out that my tcell count is 365, nothing improving on the cell counts though my viral load is undetectable still. But of course me being me, I get upset that my meds aren't driving my tcells up...but why give up.

I guess now as far as health and such, I am healthier in habit and diet than ever, and thanks to meds I have gained weight (that can go...but for GODS sake, lemmie keep muh tcells!). I eat organic, take my supplements, take my meds, eat very nutritious...le sigh!

But hey, I am better than I was at this time a year ago...

I feel free.

There has been some resolution with myself.

Most of all, I am not deperessed.

I'm not feeling passive agressive about it all...but when I think where I was at this time last year...my mind..my heart..

My dreams...Being under the rainbow is obviously nothing like flying over it (or so my bitch Judy Garland once sang in her ghetto farmyard)..To not be above water, and to feel like you are drowning...you're locked up, and in a prison...one of your own building that came out of your control...

A paralell universe...strange to be outside looking in...

But then again, every window on Alcatraz has a view of San Francisco.

Much Love,

Kissy..

Happy Patty's Day!

:):) Enjoy :):)

This is a new blog that I am a part of...featuring myself, my friend Ophelia, and our friend Sue...come on by for the random posts...wow, this is my 3rd blog that I have something to do with. Nonetheless, come by and show your support!

This was absolutely hilarious (though not for the squeamish and easily offended, as I am showing an example of my brand of sick humour) and too much fun!

It has been a calming past few days. Like I said, I got my antidepressant changed and I feel so much better! Nothing much to write, as of yet!

Oh, Janis!

Hello everyone!

Well, last week's blues were taken care of, as I made dinner for myself, Lily, and Kelly and have been reading and listening to music. I think I am just getting super annoyed at all of this downpour! I am ACHING to be out on the river in Brightwood, Oregon swimming in that mountain water, or floating in it in the sun. This is what I am sad about! The trees are screaming for me from this concrete jungle to come and frolick!

Jolie, Sioux, and myself went out to see a VERY pregnant Jenn and an excited dad-to-be-Justin, for our last hootenanny in the Oregon coastal woods. True to form, Jolie and Sioux remained smashed the entire time and I was annoyed by them both. Maybe if they didn't have to get so sloppy and rude when they're together (of course ONCE AGAIN, Jolie mentioned my weight gain) and off on some psycho plane, I could relate. Jolie got into an accident, while driving drunk and could face some serious charges. She knows how I feel about drunk drivers and when she told me, I didn't freak out, because I know she's been VERY hard on herself about it all...no one was hurt, but still...Sioux, well...you all have read my entries about having to see her the last handful of times that I have...and honestly, I wonder why I am still friends with her anymore. I cannot stand the fake surface attitude of her anymore. Jolie, ever since we were kids has always been a follower, and whenever she gets around Sioux, I get annoyed with both of them, because it is so fucking predictable. I'm glad they were there and when they were on the way to getting smashed they were fun, and it was nice seeing Jenn and Justin. I was especially excited to see the animals and they were all happy to see us, though one thing was off and that was the fact that their dog Nyai is no longer with us. Her little brother Bailey is now a bachelor dog, and it shows he misses her still. I was super lovey with him and he followed me everywhere and woke me up several times to play with him...nothing is sweeter than waking up to a wagging dog all excited for attention, and he loves his Aunt Kissy. I've spoiled him since he was a pup, and was around him a lot when he was growing up and playing at the beach and going swimming in the river by their house when he was a young one...I just love animals too much.

I can't have pets in my building, so I am in the process of volunteering at the "Virginia Woof Doggy Day Care Center" in downtown Portland, where I will be working with the animals and street youth that are transitioning into the real world. I start my training in 2 weeks and I am glad to be of help. It's run by Outside In, a series of programs for homeless youth, here in Portland. How nice it will be for me to also be around the dogs. I went in and filled out the paperwork and explained how it is driving me nuts not having a pet and that I knew I was in trouble when I blubber over every canine I see on the streets on a leash with their owners. They laughed and said I came to the right place!

Nothing to write, oddly. I have been depressed...where did it come from?

Happy New Year my Dahlings!!

(now, if I could only remember what happened to muh underpants!)

I wish all of you health, love, kindness, and a wonderful new year. Thanks for all you have encouraged of me and shared with me about you, I look forward to many more years of knowing you all in bloggerland! xoxoxo

Merry Christmas!!
-from ALL of my personalities here at dirtylittlehomos.com!
(Well, and Bettie Page too!)

This should be an eye opener of a Christmas, as I am spending it with: Trina, a batch of Alice B. Toklas brownies, and Trina's family up in a suburb of Seattle, known as Tacoma. Our lovely suite is on the waterfront, and I am sure the booze will follow at her family dinner tonight. I promise pictures will follow in the next few entries.

Oh and Yay!!! This is my 1,300th entry!

I've spoiled my family and friends and then treated myself to a bit of luxury, courtesy of this product line I happened to stumble upon after reading about them in American Vogue, and my impression..: Dahling! Their apple peel for sensitive skin, is PURE POETRY! I have also converted on the spot to their anti-oxidant and redness relief serums..my skin is glowing! Try this line out if you get a chance, I give it my stamp of approval!

Please, everyone...have a safe holiday and know that I am sending good cheer and laughter your way. Thanks for coming by and leaving a bit of yourselves with me, it's been something to make me smile.

Happy Holidays!

Love,

Kissy